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Falkland Island & Me

Salam n praise upon the only dear god on earth..

My come back after one year.. I'm thinking why I'm doing this? why I did not write anything here. I'll list down all my reasons here:

• Consistency problem as always

• When the time comes, I'll write, and here I am.

• Lack of ink to write.

• Nice place to write. Look at where am I while writing this. Such a beautiful place indeed. I’d never even dream of coming to this kind of place.

Enough with all the blabbering, My eyes got caught on a hill having words written with stones. There were 60 metres in height words “written with” painted white stones. (Beagle, Barracouta, Protector and Endurance), referred to four ships of the British Navy, and stones were laid by crews of these ships that sailed around the coast of the Falklands. The first stones were placed at the beginning of the twentieth century. Nonetheless, the islands have been a matter of controversy, as they have been claimed by the French, Spaniards, British and Argentines at various points. More at Falkland History

After a year.. here I am.. neither brag about anything, nor complaining. As my previous post. What will be, will be.. It's on god's will, and it's actually also in our hand. Whether to make/let the thing (anything) happen to us or not.

As I'm here now, standing on my ground (sitting on a bench actually), letting some people get in my life, leave something and go, or I myself getting in someone's life and leave them. Second crew change of mine this time really gives me some thrill. I’m sitting on a bench, just alongside the waterfront, looking at the water current flow. It’s actually quite windy today and chill but still sunny. Even though it’s not as bright as Malaysia’s sunshine, it’s still there with me, wherever and whenever I go. I was watching the Island with such beautiful god’s creation. I wonder how everything has been put in place like this. 

My hand is freezing. But I’ve experienced much colder than this before. So I’ve decided that I’ll stay seated here, continue what I was doing. Letting my hand freeze. Thinking of pretty much everything. Hoping that the breeze I feel won’t froze me in second, or even worse, raining! i wish my laptop will have this water proof solution.

I'm thinking about what should I feel right now.. What should I do and how should I capture the moment. I ought to feeling calm and serene but my head keep pushing me into thinking into a far less-better place. Which i call home. What I meant to say, my home surely not having this kind of weather/scenery but still home is where a person's heart is. At least my heart is right now. :) I wish I have my family around with me at the moment then I'm gonna ask anything no more.