2019 Bucket List Checked

To continue this blog after such a long time.. To have the liberty to access to this account again after such trials.. I am so grateful..

I've read all of my previous post, almost got me to re-write everything and amend some of the posts but I'm letting my past pass through this.. A little bit about myself after almost a decade missing.. 

Well, now I am a mother (to my precious son), a wife (to my very supportive reader, of course), a daughter, a sister and a friend to those wonderful people around me. I have always believed that I have gone through a lot in this life and never tired of getting more of it. I love travel, in fact, that is my dream, to travel without limit, and carefree, discover new places, exploring every corner of the earth, whether it's flat or round I’m sure at some point I’ll landed where it should be. I am an easy going person, love to make friends and sometime choosy at it as I believe there are a lot of fake people in this world.

Why do I ever think of starting to write - again?

It has started almost 10 years from the day I wrote this, I had always travelled and alone in the other part of the world. My interest to write, to share the stories has never been growing larger than ever. There are so much that I’m thinking of, that I want to share with the world. Some stories are great ones to share, while some stories are not but for the benefit of life experiences. Some were for my pasts and some were for my future. I have been keeping this interest of mine in that bucket list long enough that I feel like bursting, hence back to this nostalgic platform. I hope it is the right decision for me to do so. I have a dream that one day I want to put this life story of mine in a book. Because I know I have gone through that “Bilbo Baggins’ @hobbits adventure” of mine last few years and that’s what have become who I am now and me willing to pursue for far more challenging life ahead, I have to keep writing. That’s what I kept telling myself and here I am.. 

Que Sera My Darling

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

This song, is so meaningful to me. I learn it from my primary school time. It sure will bring us memory.. I wonder is my teacher at that time still live until now. I hope he'll live that one day I'll meet him. I miss my childhood time when I heard of this song.. For me it was a bittersweet memory. I just know how to live by myself at that particular time.. I take my own path. I choose my own choice. I'm responsible on everything I do. I'm sure that's what makes me as me, now. One, never know what will happen to ourselves in future. What will be is what is suppose to be. For me, it's like what we Malay people always say that "we only plan for it, Our dear god who will decide it(destiny)" and I guess that's what this song is all about.

I'm depending on destiny in my life, at all time. I need to work harder if I plan to earn higher. I point out this idea because recently I always got upset with many things. I can't stand stress. I realize that stress is always my best-friend these days. I need to unfastened the bond that I have created between stress and me.

I think I'll just get back to work and wait for my big day to start new life, new air, new work of course. So long. I hope I'll write more often.

An idiom for today's post would be;-

Let Bygones Be Bygones: To forget about disagreement or argument!!

Happy New Year

Happy New Year, everyone on planet earth! We've made it to 2010.

I wonder if there's anything awaits me this year. I wish I could have a peek into the future, which I know is impossible. I guess, we just don't have that kind of Alice Cullen power. Predicting future is just a fiction. It's okay though. Live on. Make a mistake. Be responsible to it. Then our life would be Just Perfect as the way it is.

2010 Whole Year Planner would be:

January - Complete all pending tasks, preparing for a new position abroad!

February - Arriving in Houston, Texas, on-job-training

March - Still be on Training, get depressed I guess :P

April - Final month on Training, getting more depressed and really excited to go back Hometown

May - Should be finishing my training and going back hometown. 'Not going back for good, I'm sure'

June - Enjoy my life!

July- I presume I'll be in Scotland + Houston for another training.

August to December - My life as an offshore person.. 5 weeks offshore, 5 weeks home (I hope they'll not withdraw my leisure time)

My Wish-List..

Acquire myself Swimming Skill (more like skill polishing) and Cooking Skill,

Drop weight to 58-60 kg,

Get an iPhone,

I guess that's all for now.. And

"Don't count your chicken until they hatch" which means don't rely on it until you sure of it.

Yeah.. I'll start to put an idiom per post afterwards.. cool~

Happy New Year~

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