Why twee?

Why twee_lovestruck? childish of me still living somewhere inside myself.. sometime it takes control over everything.. once in a while i come into thinking, well why twee? n why lovestruck? did i get struck by love all the time?

protecting myself from been looked down from my other-selves..

From WordWeb:-

Twee means Affectedly dainty or refined, while Lovestruck  is like being lovestruck which is non-medical term used to describe mental and physical symptoms associated with falling in love..

That was by wording, and from my my own-selves, twee is like a short-form of tweety, my favorite cartoon character of all time..  while lovestruck is just the fact that i love tweety so much.. I've been using this name since I was 13. I still remember how I used to carve my desk with tweety faces. LOL on my childishness which I found it very amusing.

The fact of being a woman. Earning. Living well. Gonna have my own family, often leave me putting a bar on my other childish-selves.. Well, someone said "what's wrong of being childish if you're not immature" :) I  still don't get it but at least i know my childishness gonna make me stay younger while my maturity makes me wiser..

The New Me

Everyday with me
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My Soul is Blue~

To the left I'm confused,

To the forest I'm lost,

To the east I'm empty,

I got bored and depressed,

Like the time that just left me behind,

Through the surface of earth core that never have been explored,

My colour is missing,

My soul is Blue,

Waiting for my love is like the blind seeing heaven.

Just like a lamp sounds black,

That will wait for me all the time,

There comes Night,

Leaving the sun behind,

Forced with the sound of rain drops,

I just feel like want to chase it,

The mountains are so big that I cannot hug,

That feeling evaluates how much I miss you,

Now I just have to stay await,

Or I'll just lose into the wide open sea,

~ you don't have any idea how much I'm so worried over having to "leave you behind" this coming month ~

"I want to make no bones about it:" which means to state a fact in a way that allows no doubt. To have no objection to - 

That I really love you~