2019 Bucket List Checked

To continue this blog after such a long time.. To have the liberty to access to this account again after such trials.. I am so grateful..

I've read all of my previous post, almost got me to re-write everything and amend some of the posts but I'm letting my past pass through this.. A little bit about myself after almost a decade missing.. 

Well, now I am a mother (to my precious son), a wife (to my very supportive reader, of course), a daughter, a sister and a friend to those wonderful people around me. I have always believed that I have gone through a lot in this life and never tired of getting more of it. I love travel, in fact, that is my dream, to travel without limit, and carefree, discover new places, exploring every corner of the earth, whether it's flat or round I’m sure at some point I’ll landed where it should be. I am an easy going person, love to make friends and sometime choosy at it as I believe there are a lot of fake people in this world.

Why do I ever think of starting to write - again?

It has started almost 10 years from the day I wrote this, I had always travelled and alone in the other part of the world. My interest to write, to share the stories has never been growing larger than ever. There are so much that I’m thinking of, that I want to share with the world. Some stories are great ones to share, while some stories are not but for the benefit of life experiences. Some were for my pasts and some were for my future. I have been keeping this interest of mine in that bucket list long enough that I feel like bursting, hence back to this nostalgic platform. I hope it is the right decision for me to do so. I have a dream that one day I want to put this life story of mine in a book. Because I know I have gone through that “Bilbo Baggins’ @hobbits adventure” of mine last few years and that’s what have become who I am now and me willing to pursue for far more challenging life ahead, I have to keep writing. That’s what I kept telling myself and here I am.. 

The New Me

Everyday with me
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Falkland Island & Me

Salam n praise upon the only dear god on earth..

My come back after one year.. I'm thinking why I'm doing this? why I did not write anything here. I'll list down all my reasons here:

• Consistency problem as always

• When the time comes, I'll write, and here I am.

• Lack of ink to write.

• Nice place to write. Look at where am I while writing this. Such a beautiful place indeed. I’d never even dream of coming to this kind of place.

Enough with all the blabbering, My eyes got caught on a hill having words written with stones. There were 60 metres in height words “written with” painted white stones. (Beagle, Barracouta, Protector and Endurance), referred to four ships of the British Navy, and stones were laid by crews of these ships that sailed around the coast of the Falklands. The first stones were placed at the beginning of the twentieth century. Nonetheless, the islands have been a matter of controversy, as they have been claimed by the French, Spaniards, British and Argentines at various points. More at Falkland History

After a year.. here I am.. neither brag about anything, nor complaining. As my previous post. What will be, will be.. It's on god's will, and it's actually also in our hand. Whether to make/let the thing (anything) happen to us or not.

As I'm here now, standing on my ground (sitting on a bench actually), letting some people get in my life, leave something and go, or I myself getting in someone's life and leave them. Second crew change of mine this time really gives me some thrill. I’m sitting on a bench, just alongside the waterfront, looking at the water current flow. It’s actually quite windy today and chill but still sunny. Even though it’s not as bright as Malaysia’s sunshine, it’s still there with me, wherever and whenever I go. I was watching the Island with such beautiful god’s creation. I wonder how everything has been put in place like this. 

My hand is freezing. But I’ve experienced much colder than this before. So I’ve decided that I’ll stay seated here, continue what I was doing. Letting my hand freeze. Thinking of pretty much everything. Hoping that the breeze I feel won’t froze me in second, or even worse, raining! i wish my laptop will have this water proof solution.

I'm thinking about what should I feel right now.. What should I do and how should I capture the moment. I ought to feeling calm and serene but my head keep pushing me into thinking into a far less-better place. Which i call home. What I meant to say, my home surely not having this kind of weather/scenery but still home is where a person's heart is. At least my heart is right now. :) I wish I have my family around with me at the moment then I'm gonna ask anything no more.

First is the start of everything.

Assalamualaikum.. Peace be upon all of you~

This first post should be the start of everything.. I just deleted my other Blog and will be using this Blog from now on. My plan on this Blog is simply sharing my thoughts where I can express all my feelings and anything to anyone who reach on this page. =) Lacking of consistency in Blogging is caused by my numbness. Writing a Blog and having one is normally for those who should have many ideas in their mind and they wanted to express it. Of course there's also more to it. 

As my 2010 new years' wish, I wanted to be more consistent in writing this Blog. I'll try to write frequently. Not for others but myself. I have known to myself for so long that I had always wanted to be a writer one day, and the first step I thought I should start is by writing a Blog like this to practice my writing skills and just write, write and write. It wasn't easy I know indeed, just look at my writing quality here, right now. But I'm sure I know I will get it 'there' somehow.

Idea of writing came when I was thinking about my future self. "What should I do when I got an offer as a full-time housewife, raising kids at home? Will I just let the day goes by or will I do any other things than a full-time housewife will be doing at all (Not that I really know what will they be doing at this point)". While thinking about the answer to that, first thing came to my mind of course it will be to improve my writing skills. I want to write a book. I want to use this medium to spread happiness, awareness and consciousness. The are billions of things I could touch from, it could be informative to help others, It could also be inspiring too, or even something to reflect upon, but I know and I hope for sure it will benefited others and what is more to our life than to be a person who gives benefit to others.

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