Que Sera My Darling

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

This song, is so meaningful to me. I learn it from my primary school time. It sure will bring us memory.. I wonder is my teacher at that time still live until now. I hope he'll live that one day I'll meet him. I miss my childhood time when I heard of this song.. For me it was a bittersweet memory. I just know how to live by myself at that particular time.. I take my own path. I choose my own choice. I'm responsible on everything I do. I'm sure that's what makes me as me, now. One, never know what will happen to ourselves in future. What will be is what is suppose to be. For me, it's like what we Malay people always say that "we only plan for it, Our dear god who will decide it(destiny)" and I guess that's what this song is all about.

I'm depending on destiny in my life, at all time. I need to work harder if I plan to earn higher. I point out this idea because recently I always got upset with many things. I can't stand stress. I realize that stress is always my best-friend these days. I need to unfastened the bond that I have created between stress and me.

I think I'll just get back to work and wait for my big day to start new life, new air, new work of course. So long. I hope I'll write more often.

An idiom for today's post would be;-

Let Bygones Be Bygones: To forget about disagreement or argument!!

My Soul is Blue~

To the left I'm confused,

To the forest I'm lost,

To the east I'm empty,

I got bored and depressed,

Like the time that just left me behind,

Through the surface of earth core that never have been explored,

My colour is missing,

My soul is Blue,

Waiting for my love is like the blind seeing heaven.

Just like a lamp sounds black,

That will wait for me all the time,

There comes Night,

Leaving the sun behind,

Forced with the sound of rain drops,

I just feel like want to chase it,

The mountains are so big that I cannot hug,

That feeling evaluates how much I miss you,

Now I just have to stay await,

Or I'll just lose into the wide open sea,

~ you don't have any idea how much I'm so worried over having to "leave you behind" this coming month ~

"I want to make no bones about it:" which means to state a fact in a way that allows no doubt. To have no objection to - 

That I really love you~

Here Comes 2010, There Goes 2009

Here Comes 'd full of fun' 2010, There Goes 'better than dull' 2009